i’m feeling little again. its a common feeling that comes and goes for me….. i feel small.
insignificant.
marginal
a lackluster leader. a slacker teacher. a poor relate-r.
i’m operating under the working definition that this are fundamentally un-true. but i still feel them.
ugh. i hate feeling this way. like i don’t matter. i’m sure that i do. i just don’t feel it right now. why am i so dependent on what i think other people think of me? why do i continue to look for worth in other people’s eyes? where did my belovedness go? i must of hid it so i wouldn’t lose it. i guess its one of those things you have to give away to keep.
